Referring to the motive of making up her mind to come back to the DPRK, she said:

I have never forgotten the DPRK during my stay in south Korea and always sought the way to come back to the DPRK.

I made much effort to attain this purpose. But, I could not discuss it with any one in fear of disclosure. Every step needed money. I eagerly wanted to come back to the DPRK. I spent days in depressed mood in despair suffering from feelings of futility.

In August last year, I watched on TV leader Kim Jong Il paying a historic visit to the Russian Federation.

Seeing the leader visiting Siberia and Far East area of Russia for the people's happiness despite of his emaciated body, I bitterly hated myself wandering about in dirty ditch after betraying the motherland.

Leader Kim Jong Il took care of my family with a complicated background without discrimination and sent a birthday spread to my mother on her 70th birthday. My son graduated from Pyongyang University of Music and Dance and became a teacher there. He also highly appreciated my younger brother. Thinking of what I was doing in south Korea, far from repaying the benevolence shown by the leader, it seemed my heart would break apart.

Regretting my hesitation, I renewed my determination to come to the DPRK at any cost even though I lose my life on the way.

In December last year, news of Kim Jong Il's untimely passing away on a train while devoting himself to the welfare of our people came like a thunderbolt from the blue. I could not but burst out sobbing looking up to the sky above the motherland.

I was going to come back to his embrace and beg pardon on my knees. I made up my mind to come to the DPRK at the cost of my life and be buried in the homeland.

My whole soul was directed to the DPRK and I had nothing to fear.

I shook off the surveillance of agents of the puppet Intelligence Service and departed the cursed south Korean land and came back to the DPRK, motherland.